Friday night at work was really strange cause they decided to increase the size and prices of popcorn and drinks, but didn't even have the largest containers available. Jarred had to work at 4, so I got to watch the Orphanage before my shift started. For the rest of the night I kept peeking into Cloverfield and then returning to the concession stand to talk about the movie with the mass of preteens that migrated over from the mall. The movie was pretty shitty, imo. I was so upset that I had smashed a bag of peanutbutterfilledpretzels at school upon hearing other people's opinions 8I;;; The exploding scene was intense though. I saw it just before my break ended and went back to work all wide-eyed and flailing. And the parasite things were the best. Hahaha they sounded like babies eating cupcakes <3
My sister made fun of me cause I liked the bite marks on that one girl's shoulder that later led to her exploding 8[
OH MANNg The volume was up SO HIGH that people in The Bucketlist were complaining about hearing Cloverfield like two theaters away. You could hear the monster stomping in just about every room. 6 til 1 am. I fucking loved every it, every moment 8'>>>

The internet had been down for like, a day. Thank god it wasn't something in my computer that caused the problem. So before practice i was on the phone with tech support cause my modem wouldn't seem to get working after the outage...which according to the verizon voice recording occurred in bethel park and some other random place in new jersey <_>;; So there wasn't much i could do until i found HUMUS in the back of the freezer. And not the green kind. It was like the tan stuff that kind of tastes like tuna that i first had at CMU. THE GOOD KIND >8[ Exp date: the 20th X3;;

I'd rather not be studying government, but its the only class I have tomorrow because of a field trip to the Cathedral of Learning with my English class. Every room in the building is modeled after a different culture or country. Oakland also has many cool restaurants so this should be funnn :>

Then after school I start work at Carmike Cinemas 8DD! Its supposed to be such an easy job. A lot of cool people work there who i've gone to high school with. hahaha basicly i'm getting paid to hang out with Jarred while wearing a fancy bowtie

My dad's pulling some stupid shit concerning NYAF. So get me involved, assuming it'll be primarily father+daughter time. Out of all the conventions I've gone to, they've all been the same. Selfish? idk, but I go to these things to meet people, and he gets the idea that he's only being a chaparone. Like he'll have to stay quiet the entire time to avoid scaring away my friends. Gad. I can't blame my mom for becoming a nutcase now that I've seen how immature and alsdkfjsd assholelikeinbehavior her husband is. You dont just allow someone to come along to a convention one moment, then deny ever talking about the subject. It's so fucking profound that even my mom is trying to set things straight before the 7th.

My livejournal was looking so empty, so I thought this negative emobutt entry might take up some space. Ooh hey...American Gangster last night. I heard it was really good, but don't ask me what I thought of it. There were guns, boobs, money, and Denzel Washington...Tickling gaems sort of swayed my focus |3

uff. This can't get messed up =c

gughhh I didn't sleep last night but now I feel wide awake. No sleeping here

fucking spider webs. I love those tacky halloween decorations when they're done right though. My dad planned another huge party, due to stir up some more drama. My mom's already infuriated because he didn't discuss it with her. I can't blame her either. There's going to be a ton of little kids running around, and the parents dont know my dad well enough to really entrust their kids with. idk. Best part is, I'm not even going to be around in thirty minutes. I hate how all of my free time is cut up into little intervals which I can't even use to get anything accomplished. It's either work or fencing, and now I had to prepare for this party which i wont even be at. Jeez, I have 4 younger siblings who will be inviting all their friends and are totally capable of cleaning, decorating, and organizing. Like this morning I had to set up this outdoor party tent that couldn't stand up after so much use. I can guarantee that no one's going to want to be outside, come 6 o clock. And these spider webs...I had perfectly functional ones picked out that I was going to use for our courtyard at school, but my dad insisted that I buy the kind under a dollar. uffffff I'm just tired of not being where I have to be. A school counselor in charge of the national honors society called me in for a meeting because I never got around to cleaning the courtyard. God, I hate NHS so much, I wish my mom would realize how unimportant it really is.
My time management is awful as it is. I didn't get any sleep Wednesday night and ended up skipping Thursday's fencing practice for the first time because I had a fucking breakdown. And now I'm sure I'm going to miss something tonight because of work all weekend. Its so frustrating because I'm never around when I need to be. sdlfkj and I'm being called to help out again. and i suck at writing journals =

Im going to be so tired tomorrow. Someone bought me a year's subscription on Deviantart and I fucking flipped. This week rocks as it is. asldfkjsdf enough said <333

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the best daily comic
pretty much :I

On Tuesday the Blood Drive came to my high school - which meant needles. I don't really like needles only  because I prefer having two eyes >3>...but what I do love is missing three periods of classtime for ginger ale, packaged cookies, and banao phone. I forgot about it being the first day of fencing camp as well as the TOTM. I've never been so exhausted during tryouts in all 4 years. The gym teachers have also taken it upon themselves to make sure we run at least a mile a day for some retarded competition between the different classes. The first class to run a combined two hundred and something miles (equivalent to the distance across PA) gets a pizza party. I can't say how sick I am of pizza already ;_;

 

We ought to make this a bi-monthly thing.

500 Giggerbites. I can't wait to fill this up with STUFFFFFFFFFFFfffffff -$100 ToT

Kaz - 1/2 a cup of sensitivity - 1/2 a cup of charisma - a dash of trustworthiness Combine all stirring until smooth.

'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com

on silly hat day, my hat will be the silliest of all

I got new pens yesterday for ten whole american dollars at my local american bookstore. The set didn't look to fancy or specify if they were fine-tipped but I was desperate. A day later and I have to say that these are probably the greatest fucking pens I've ever used ever.

Also some girl died in a car crash at school and tomorrow's going to rain. Not much to look forward to =\

40 dollars in tha pocket. I like how I babysit for 2 families and one always forgets to pay but i cant say anything*twitches* ;X

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Missing the Putt Putt DDR tournament in Ohio might be one of the saddest things to happen to me this year. Not really. Mayazaki's films do this to me. I was ready to go today until my mom's decision changed yet again. There was a lecture on safety and love...which quickly turned into another irrational argument. Not much of a surprise there, but it was a bit of a stretch to ask. Idk I just hate being belittled by someone who used to get monthly brain scans, refuses therapy, and puts a stutter in her voice at will to throw the family on a massive guilt trip when necessary.
Its not a big deal. There's always something to do during groundings |D;;
Its just alsdkfjldkf. >8[
I miss my friends lots. IS THIS WEIRD? Y/N
But seriously. Its not normal here. ._.

In other news, a DJ WOOPER sculpture is underway. This thing's gotta be at least 7 inches tallsoexcited cB

So I reach deep into the refrigerator to grab a delicious can of Dr. Pepper I've been saving for a while. As I bring it out, the can tips and my arm is totally drenched in sweet sweet soday syrups. Apparently someone thinks they're real clever... stealing sips and placing the can back poorly-hidden spot behind the sour cream.
I plan on posting sketches here soon, so look out. :I Something had to keep me awake during class @_@

It must've been 8 years since I last had friends sleep over, but never ever evar did I think my parents would allow guys to spend the night., especially with sleep never really being on my side but OH MAN. This was up there with that hotwheels espisode . It started with what felt like a 3 mile walk to the cinimax with John Desire, Zutorux, and BMC to see Superbad. I didn't think it was all that bad compared to a lot of today's comedies...SO. MUCH. PENIS. DDD8 The credits at the end made the run oh so worth it. (Inspiration! WOOOOOOOOO~) Once again, my mom's job has me stuck at home for the most of the weekend to watch my sisters. I got to have my friends over so it didn't suck so badly this time. 8} The rest of the day consisted mostly of pingpong and swimming...cramming into a treehouse freezing and barefoot, making miracles with the personal, versatile, countertop magician, then tearing apart a tv set to retrieve Pokemon: The First Movie from the VCR. Zutorux had taken the T here from CMU in Pittsburgh. The trolleys stop running around midnight, so once it got late we figured that everyone would just crash in my basement and watch cheesy cult advertisements 8|

I was gonna post something serious here...like a rundown of everything that's happened since school's started. But then lurked too long and got absorbed into the mudkip.org forum.



great time.

JohnDesire: http://forum.mudkip.org/index.php
JohnDesre: lol borked
Kazui: http://youtube.com/watch?v=QCJLCc8DRrk
Kazui: that's borked